Self inflicted Wounds of Male Cutter Who Stopped Cutting

Self inflicted Wounds of Male Cutter Who Stopped Cutting

Today’s edition of Best Gore Members Rock is brought exclusively to you by Best Gore member SkinTicket. As always, I will let the member to tell us his story:

At age twelve I first started experimenting with cutting on my arms and wrists. It quickly became a tool for dealing with aggression and emotional instability in general. Rather than allow my mind to dictate how I would act or treat others, I would internalise things and take them out on my body.

Life continued this way for some years until I was institutionalised for the severity of my cuts and finally made a decision to stop so that I would not further affect my relationships with loved ones in the future.

I am now 20. The urge to open myself up still lingers but the ramifications just aren’t worth it.

Thanks a lot SkinTicket for exclusive photos. We’ve had photos of male cutters on Best Gore before, but they’re significantly less represented than females in this area. I wish you strength to stick with your resolution to stop cutting:

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140 thoughts on “Self inflicted Wounds of Male Cutter Who Stopped Cutting”

    1. I used to steal my grandfather’s razors s a child and cut my finger tips to feel alive. The pain made me realize I was not just part of some dream. my gmaw always thought the cuts were accidents.

  1. @skinticket-WHAAT?! You’re only 20?! I thought you were much older for some reason! Anyhow, I’m glad that you decided to stop cutting and I wish you continued strength! Those are probably some of the worst cuts that I’ve seen on here so far!

    Oh, and nicce penis! 馃槈

        1. HI @juicy, i wished you a happy birtday last week but you did not see it. I realize why , now. It was posted on a page that showed the aftermath of partial beheadings and i remember you saying that you cannot always watch those posts. he,he, my stupidity i guess, i thought for sure that after a couple of days you would see it but no 馃檨 It was at 5:30 in the morning right before i left for work & did not want to forget about it later. Also I was the first to send you birthday wishes as you are my lil cali-girl he,he,:)

          1. I watch all beheadings @CanadaDre, but I didn’t see it. Thank you and damn! You are looking mighty fine in that new avatar!!!!! Until BG, I had no idea how many good looking men Canada is hiding!! 馃槈

    1. I have a similar dude (sausage) but my scars are not such heavy as on Rock’s Body. (My scars are not inflicted some are round, some are brow, some lines are white, just not so heavy. Anyway, thanks for sharing this Rock! God bless you, and I hope that you will stop the cuts, as you want bro !

      (sorry for englisch, im from germany =)

        1. xD That all depends on my level of consciousness at the time. Things are often entirely lost in translation to text unfortunately.

          Maybe neolithic grunting should be adopted as a means of communicating. I think we’d all be much better off.

          1. A valid point Catabis but does it take into consideration the multitude of discrepancies one such proposal would have to endure?

            Or in Neolithic grunting,

            grummp blerrgh HRRARRPH?

  2. You did what you needed to do at the time. Nice job though.

    I had a friend in high school who carved his initials into his arms. He said I was the only person he told. I was honored he trusted me so much! I never told any one. He too did what he needed to do.

    Glad you don’t feel the need now. Take care!

    I too got the impression you were older.

  3. Despite the sadness of the issue, I?d like to propose that cutters should take an effort to please my eyes with some artistic cuts, it doesnt have to be the Mona Lisa, a simple hangman would do the job for the start.
    Maybe during the process you just start to laugh your ass off and stop due to the loss of control of your motor funktions.
    Anyway, Skin thanks for sharing.

  4. I find it strong that you decided to stop cutting. I once had a friend who cut herself when she felt left alone. Tried to understand but it was difficult because I’m not quite the emotional kind of person.

    If you are reading this: stay strong, you can do it!

    1. @dre,Leave it to you to come up with a funny! Lol, @SkinTicket, you had to be in a terrible place in your life to have inflicted so much damage onto yourself.I guess everyone around you should be thankful that you were able to deal with your pain without hurting anybody else.And I’m so happy to hear that you’ve learned how to cope with your anger without hurting yourself anymore.May you continue down this positive path of life and find much happiness and maybe a pot or two of gold along the way. Peace

  5. I hope you find another way to deal with your issues from now on, as i don’t know if these cuts are recent or not. Cutting leaves a scar , then you have problems covering them up, Doesn’t make you look better either. And than I’m not only talking about people from the outside,It probably doesn’t make you feel better about yourself. I don’t think that you stand in front of the mirror and think WoW, let’s do my face to match the legs and torso. But on the other hand I could be really wrong, what I can see on BG, is cutters who then take pictures, so they must get some gratification out of it. All I am trying to say is that if you start looking like a scratchingpost, you keep getting reminded as soon as you undress yourself .Don’t wear your problems, share your problems i’d say.
    Best of luck to you

  6. SkinTicket, pls. learn to turn the aggression in your mind outward, not inward – most important thing is to learn to think differently. You can change your behaviour but when you’re still harming yourself with your mind, it will come back to you sooner or later.
    A lot of cutters have had to deal with dickheads but took the anger out on themselves instead of on the dickheads where it belongs.
    And it would be a really good idea to get into some martial art, it makes the mind & body strong, gets rid of the frustration, and you’ll never be helpless anymore.

    1. Ha ha, good one brokes, I think that you need to create your own line of penis pumps, it can be a bit like that George Foreman grill advert, you can say ? it?s so good I put my name on it….and my cock?.

          1. If I was to design my own penis pump I would incorporate a timed pressurerelief valve in case the user falls asleep. There’s nothing worse than waking up in the morning with a “purple murple” as I call it.

      1. @Skinticket, from the short time I’ve seen you here so seem like a pretty cool dude and by now you know never to take anything I say too serious but after seeing what you’ve been through it’s good to know you have a sense of humor. That is what kept me going through my worst times so don’t ever lose that part of you and I’m glad things are better for you now.

          1. On the contrary, do all the drugs! just maybe not Krokodil. I’ve been here since somewhere around late 2010 lol. Just mostly a lurker.

            and thanks man, we all go through shitty periods, its just a matter of learning to deal with it. Humor is definitely something of therapeutic nature which shouldn’t be underestimated.

      1. Correct..!
        @YNEG, I like that you know obscure movie lines such as that one from Rocky…
        I also like the way your talkin right now..! I do appreciate that..
        By the order for you to be an ex we could always start off with a nite out in the city, go to a club..

          1. I actually met Sylvester Stallone when I was a senior at Lincoln High. He has very big hands like a baseball mitt, my hand was dwarfed and I have a nice size hand too. We should mate…I mean we should Who said that line..?

          2. Haha did you really? I think he is one of the sexiest men ever. Granted he is probably as dumb as a box of rocks, but yum. And “mating” is way more fun than “dating”. Especially lately. I’m about to give up on the dating bullshit. Because that’s the perfect word for it — bullshit.

          3. @YNEG, I agree with you in regards to dating. I think its to involved for me, I’m a person with little free time and it would be nice to have a woman who like’s to get out occasionally for some sex-creational time..
            Not so much as a friend with benefits arrangement, but similar. Go out and do other things like the club and dinner too. This would be nice..

  7. @SkinTicket Good luck on continuing to not cut! I know it’s hard when those thoughts start to creep back into your head. You rarely see guys willing to talk about cutting even though so many do it; so you’re already stronger than most.

          1. @YNEG, everybody has a gag reflex. It’s your body’s way of telling you “this cock is too big”.
            Anyhow,I look forward to feeling your tonsils.

  8. Best thing to do when breaking a habit is replacing it with another one. That’s always worked for me. Coffee instead of soda for caffein, etc…. I’m sure cutting is way far above simpler habits like which beverages give you a kick, so I don’t mean to sound like I don’t understand. It sounds like you’re on the right path. Good luck, man.

  9. @SkinTicket,

    Well, normally I can understand a bit about a person by their cuts and the location of those cuts but you have given me a bit more information with your, ahem, choice of photo.

    I can tell that you are a European because you still have your hood in place and have pale skin. You are quite an hairy bloke so I will say that you come from a hot climate country and because of this I can say that being dark haired and living in a hot climate you should have a healthy tan, the absence of a tan means that you stay in doors a lot, you are not one to hang around in the sun or on beaches.

    The location of the cuts tells me that you wear knee length shorts a lot and short sleeve shirts, from your hair and build I would estimate that you have dark brown wavy hair and are about 6ft 2 inches tall.

    I would say that you play computer games a lot and attend college during the day, I don’t think that you were bullied too much at school, I think that possibly there was a bit of family turmoil, maybe your parents divorced or something.

    I believe from your decision to stop cutting that you have found another way to deal with the hardships of life now, maybe a few new friends or a girlfriend or something.

    Anyhow, I apologise for my guess work, it’s a rather pointless and silly game that I like to play, I reckon I might be about 35-40% correct in my guesswork, good luck with the future SkinTicket and keep strong.

    On a side note, for any future female members who submit self content, can you please also include a photo of your genitals as well, it helps with my guess work.

      1. Well, he’s still a young man and doesn’t cut anymore, hence more pent up aggression and a higher testosterone level, so I’ll say he masturbates at least once a day, I expect he uses a dark red colour towel and he doesn’t have a goldfish, he has a cat.

        1. xD That was surprisingly accurate. The hair was right, 6’7, mostly family issues, university during the day, replace gaming with metal \m/ and a cat with poochies. Oh but the masturbation count was way below quota.

          We could make a thing of this. I’m thinking a BG segment called, ‘ask soul’ where you come up with all the intimate details about our lives and then freak people the hell out with how much you know.

          1. @SkinTicket,

            Ha ha, yeah, I think I would quite like my own segment called “Ask Soul”.

            Thanks for being a good sport, you’ve got a good sense of humour and will fit in well on here.

          2. METAL!! i took up teaching myself to play guitar when my wife left me. i dont have good ways of dealing with anger either and am mostly pissed off at everyone and everything all the time….fuck fucking the world…that kind of shit. guitar and metal ground me and now i just get pissed off that i broke another string

      1. @Brokeback,

        Normally junk reading can provide many an answer of the future however because of your love for penis pumps your future gets longer everyday and therefore the answers seem further away.

          1. seriously…ive been with BG since mid 2009 and mostly just lurk as i find most comments banal and generally drift far from topic….but i shall pay more attention to certain individuals as they intrigue me

    1. ‘Babe sit down for a second. I’ll explain.. It was.. Rabid Squirrels.. An army of them. It was aiming for my cock but I fend them off and only manage to berserker barrage my thigh, close call, I know. That shit was intense!”

    2. I do. My last two girlfriends were fine with it as long as I didn’t make any new ones.

      Oddly enough, I actually find that people I’m attracted to are open minded or eccentric enough for it to not matter. They’re either cutters themselves or very understanding of the subject.

  10. Congrats on quitting cutting! I used to do it quite a bit, but June second is my nine months without it. I know how hard it is to stop, especially with all the bullshit that happens in people’s lives. But it’s possible. I’m very proud of you skinticket!

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