Tonight’s edition of Best Gore Members Rock is brought to you by @breezybree339, who changes her mind for completing a spur of the moment suicide:
I’ve been meaning to submit these pics for almost two years.
I have been self harming since I was 11 (2004 ). I’ve tried and tried to quit, but I just can’t. I got completely wasted and decided in the heat of the moment that suicide was a great idea!
I remember opening the medicine cabinet, getting a fresh razor blade, and putting it to my wrist. I don’t remember the actual cutting but I know it was quick and painless. I looked down at my arm and in that moment, I decided I didn’t want to go out like this. I wrapped my arm in a towel and got my husband to drive me to the ER, which was about 40 minutes away. We made it there in 20.
While in the emergency room, they gave me a breathalyzer. I blew a .386, which according to the hospital was the equivalent of surgical grade aesthesia; which is why I didn’t feel a thing. I got 18 stitches and a night in the looney bin. They didn’t hold me longer because I clearly didn’t want to die at this point, so they didn’t see me as a threat to myself.
I’d love to say this is my recovery story, but it’s absolutely not. I still drink and I still cut. I introduced my mom to this website and even though I blurred out my tattoo, I know that if she sees this, she’ll know it’s me. So if you’re reading this mom, I love you and I’m sorry.
Thanks for sharing your story and pics:
You have the biggest and longest gash I have ever seen. Wow!
Brief Nonsense by Editor:
Ever notice how Human skin mimics the layers of Earth?
01) The Crust/ Epidermis
02) The Mantle/ Dermis
03) Outer Core/ Hypodermis
04) Inner Core/ Subcutaneous Layer
To receive an A+ with Suicide, one must Ace the pop quiz first go around.
After cutting through the outermost layer of skin, you must travel beneath the epidermis. The next destination right before hitting point of no return, you will see hypodermis staring back at you. Arriving at the final frontier, stranded in the deep Subcutaneous sphere, you notice the microscopic elements of life regurgitating itself. In order to finish with top honors of your class, find the dead center of the center within the inner core and pierce it.